The Story Of Us - Tragedy Now !!!

Taylor swift recently started her Speak Now tour in Singapore with this song called "The Story Of Us". Actually this was the third song in her performance.

Yes probably the story of us... Which we thought of as an unending tale...is almost over now. The memory burned out... The ashes are what remains of that relationship now... And certainly its not helping in my survival. Did you not know how it is to feel lonely... I thought no one would ever know more about it than you... Still you let this tragic end happen to our story? Does it ever bother you? Do you ever think about it? 


Have you never felt alone at a party where everyone else is shouting at the top of their voice and you are standing in one corner, feeling like there is nothing to speak now. It's all in the feelings.

Can separation be a thing to celebrate? If yes, then would you call it as an act of bravery or cowardice. Well I guess from what perspective you see the situation. This has been a topic that has kept me wondering whether I want to write about it or not. It's not like if its not celebrating, it may still end up on my blog... for some un-realized (read as un-disclosed) reasons. Yes so it's time to celebrate the end now. I realize that there is no more hope left. The other day you innocently asked me what was missing in your lyf... And I was stupid enough to scream within my heart... That's me sweetheart!!! I wish I had the courage to say it out loud to you.

The Story Of Us

Songwriters: Swift, Taylor Alison;

I used to think one day we'd tell the story of us

How we met and the sparks flew instantly

People would say, "they're the lucky ones"

I used to know my place was a spot next to you

Now I'm searching the room for an empty seat

'Cause lately I don't even know what page you're on

Oh, a simple complication

Miscommunications lead to fall out

So many things that I wish you knew

So many walls up I can't break through

Now I'm standing alone

In a crowded room

And we're not speaking

And I'm dying to know

Is it killing you

Like it's killing me?

I don't know what to say

Since a twist of fate

When it all broke down

And the story of us

Looks a lot like a tragedy now

Next chapter

How'd we end up this way?

See me nervously pulling at my clothes

And trying to look busy

And you're doing your best to avoid me

I'm starting to think one day I'll tell the story of us

How I was losing my mind when I saw you here

But you held your pride like you should have held me

Oh, we're scared to see the ending

Why are we pretending this is nothing?

I'd tell you I miss you but I don't know how

I've never heard silence quite this loud

Now I'm standing alone

In a crowded room

And we're not speaking

And I'm dying to know

Is it killing you

Like it's killing me?

I don't know what to say

Since a twist of fate

When it all broke down

And the story of us

Looks a lot like a tragedy now

This is looking like a contest

Of who can act like they care less

But I liked it better when you were on my side

The battle's in your hands now

But I would lay my armor down

If you'd say you'd rather love than fight

So many things that you wish I knew

But the story of us might be ending soon

Now I'm standing alone

In a crowded room

And we're not speaking

And I'm dying to know

Is it killing you

Like it's killing me?

I don't know what to say

Since a twist of fate

When it all broke down

And the story of us

Looks a lot like a tragedy now, now, now

And we're not speaking

And I'm dying to know

Is it killing you

Like it's killing me?

I don't know what to say

Since a twist of fate

'cause we're going down

And the story of us

Looks a lot like a tragedy now

Definitely I will miss something in my left over lyf, but I am not complaining about it anymore. It was always my decision, so I don't want to sound childish, regretting the past. I have heard the loud sound of silence. If you haven't
Our story was destined to messed up. We can't turn things back, or try to make things right. There is just too much damage that has happened. I ask this question again, I don't know to whom, why do we attach ourselves to the people if we don't know whether they will be with us forever or not.  The problem with getting attached to someone is that when you lose them, you lose yourself. The irony is that you leave the whole world for just one person, and that person leaves you for the world.

If I try hard enough I'm sure I could forget you. One day I will get out of these memory lanes.

Beginning of The End....

So finally The End is here. Seems like it was just yesterday when it all started. Sometimes you feel, you are related to some people, but you are unable to find a suitable answer to convince yourself of the reason.

When we are separated from things we love, we feel sad and this is human tendancy, because we fail to see what is there on the other side of the horizon. Every new start requires an end. So instead of being discouraged, infact we should understand the whole crux of every end. Every change is probably for the good. The search for every new begining requires with what a begining needs... An end. And we do realize this eventualy, but its always too late. How can we stay ignorant to the fact that this change or this ending is going to change our life forever in the best of ways.

Sometimes in lyf you meet people and you make un-ending relationships with them. It's so hard to think of life without them because they form an integral part of your day to day life. You are so much involved with them that if for one day you don't be with them, life seems to be so much messed up. That is what I am feeling today. It’s all coming to an end, infact it already did. I hope that the color of pasture ahead is green from here on.

I just hope this end is just the beginning of a new chapter.

These people inspire you and start influencing your life in way that you ultimately have this urge to be like them, do what they do, like what they like, etc. Entwined with others characteristics, we forget that we have our very own existence, a person, a heart, a couple of feelings and a sinful mind to take care of various things around us.

All we want for our best friend is for them to be happy. Every time you see them, you feel grounded, like everything is going to be fine. That is the feeling you have also if you are fortunate enough to live closer to your best friend.

Tim McGraw

Songwriters: Rose, Liz; Swift, Taylor Alison;

You said the way my blue eyes shined,

Put those Georgia stars to shame that night

I said: "That's a lie"

Just a boy in a Chevy truck,

That had a tendency of gettin' stuck,

On backroads at night

An' I was right there beside him all summer long

An' then the time we woke up to find that summer'd gone

But when you think: Tim McGraw,

I hope you think my favorite song

The one we danced to all night long:

The moon like a spotlight on the lake

When you think happiness,

I hope you think: "That little black dress"

Think of my head on your chest,

An' my old faded blue jeans

When you think Tim McGraw,

I hope you think of me

September saw a month of tears,

An' thankin' God that you weren't here,

To see me like that

But in a box beneath my bed,

Is a letter that you never read,

From three summers back

It's hard not to find it all a little bitter sweet,

An' lookin' back on all of that, it's nice to believe:

When you think: Tim McGraw,

I hope you think my favorite song

The one we danced to all night long:

The moon like a spotlight on the lake

When you think happiness,

I hope you think: "That little black dress"

Think of my head on your chest,

An' my old faded blue jeans

When you think Tim McGraw,

I hope you think of me

And I'm back for the first time since then:

I'm standin' on your street,

An' there's a letter left on your doorstep,

An' the first thing that you'll read:

Is: "When you think: Tim McGraw,

"I hope you think my favorite song"

Some day you'll turn your radio on,

I hope it takes you back to that place

When you think happiness,

I hope you think: "That little black dress"

Think of my head on your chest,

An' my old faded blue jeans

When you think Tim McGraw,

I hope you think of me

Oh, think of me,

Mmmm

You said the way my blue eyes shined,

Put those Georgia stars to shame that night

I said: "That's a lie"

Time passes us by, but our friendship never changes, it’s like the only thing in our life that doesn't evolve. It just stays as blissful and pure as it has always been. Always picking up from where we left off. Every time you see them, you start thinking about your life, the things you want to change. I would take it as a positive thing. It’s like you start to understand all the things in you life, start looking at your priorities and begin to make changes. So the positive side of having such a unique friendship with miles and miles between us, is its so special because even when we do not see each other, we grow, we change, and we stay the closest of friends. Life blossoms and we always have our friends through everything.

As someone said .... I hate Goodbyes, but I guess its time....